My head is spinning

I've spent the last week really intensely involved with kabbalah and Goetia research. No, I'm not talking about Madonna-kabbalah bullshit. I mean the real thing.
You know what I mean, tree of life, tarot, elements, merkavah, qlippoth, sefer yetzira, gematria and shit like that - not hoaxy water. And then there's goetia with the demons and the seals and the general zaniness.

Incidentally I might be the only person I know who thinks Madonna's music was as worthless in the eighties as it is now. I liked the ray of Light album, but apart from that I think it's utterly derivative crap. But enough of that.

This stuff really does something to me head. I actually dream of the attributations to the various Sephiroth. I have very vivid dreams in general, and I very often have lucid moments, but this is just freaky. It feels like I'm awake all night, just coincidentally witnessing weird shit in my mind. Figuring I'm gonna take some vitamin b6 to boost the experience too.

There is a reason for this of course. More so than my general interest in the occult and everything that's off the regular paths. I'm preparing for testing my game. Yes, I have created a game. A nerdy role playing game even, so hang me. I'm a huge geek.
But this is not dungeons and dragons. This is the game the christians warned you about in the eighties. This game actually wants you to engage in occultism and masturbation and other EEEEVIL stuff. It's called Sigil, and is based on the occult methods of Crowley, Spare and Genesis P-orridge. We're talking sigilizations basically, with a ritualistic frame to go. And in one month it will finally be tested. (Yes, and it does encourage masturbation as a part of the character creation process). So I'm getting ready for that. And it really makes my head spin. Love it.

The other day I dreamt of a tree of life, where all the stations were manifested in the form of Homer Simpson. I shit you not. Every different Sephiroth was symbolized by a different image of Homer in the appropriate mood. (I'm not certain what the images of Da'ath, Binah or Kether would've been like though...) Just look at this picture, and tell me you've seen better cartoony representations of Gevurah!

So I'm listening to Psychick Warriors ov Gaia and current 93, reading Alan Moore, Crowley and the Lesser Key of Solomon, and my head feels like it's a focal point of thousands of years of confusion and codes - and it's all basically about fucking. Yup. It's all about fucking. All the symbols and all the practices and mysteries, they're all based on various interpretations and permutations of what happens when someone sticks his dick in someones cunt. It's marvellous really. That's the kind of religion I can go for. Christian Death's Valor says "I don't want your fucking God, I don't need your fucking God, he just wants to fuck me, just like you fucked me." I know, I know. He was referring to the age old practice of catholic priests and child molestation and all that. But seriously, child molestation and filthy priests aside, that's exactly the god I want. A fucking-god. Yeah. In fact that's the god I want to be. (But I don't want to be Brian Warner...)

Enough of this nonsensical near hallucinatory rambling! Just wanted to share. You can go back to ignoring me now. I'm gonna do my asana, and go to sleep. Another night of thrills I bet!

Twenty ten is upon us

In a mere few hours we'll be living in the wonderful future year 2010.

It creeps me out. Ever since 1999 I've felt like I'm living in some strangely disappointing alternate future. If we look back to when I was a kid this is certainly nothing like the future I was expecting. No space colonies, no flying cars, no nuclear holocaust, no artificial intelligence, no super advanced robots (nearly though), no VR cybersex and so forth and so forth.

In a few hours we'll be in the year where HAL9000 is reactivated and jupiter explodes and becomes a new sun, and we're not even close to an AI. Despite having microprocessors, something Clarke never dreamed of.

Anyway. Happy new year, may the future bring excitement and wonders to all of us!

Police violence from Denmark

The most brutal acts of violence I have seen by any cop since Rodney King. Probably even worse... This is the same police that now claim that yesterday's actions against Christiania (IE invasion) were just to stop a party from getting out of controll.
The same police that peppersprayed detainees while sitting in cages.

Who do you trust?

Victory is ours

We will be the victors in the end. And I'll tell you how I know that.

They have their police with riot helmets, tactical vests, guns, tear gas, pepper spray, rubber bullets, LRADs, fire trucks, hand cuffs, batons, strips, cages, armoured cars. They take away our cameras, they bludgeon us, they gas us, they arrest us, they threaten us, the smear us in their own media and they attack us every time we speak our minds.

We have nothing. Nothing besides our lack of fear, of what they do to us.

That's right.

They are the ones with all the weapons, the uniforms and protection. They are the violent and aggressive ones, and they are afraid of us. Why else would they use violence?

In Denmark, december 2009, they arrested nearly a thousand peaceful protesters, in clear violation of the universal declaration of human rights, and all standards of democracy. Didn't scare anyone. The next day the protests were back on. Again the police attacked the protesters, again for no reason. Day three now, and protests are still going on, and they are still peacefull.

That's why we will win. We are not afraid of them, and once more and more people realize that the authorities live in fear of the common man, they will join us. And the police will be helpless. With all their weapons and armor, the only thing can do is scare us or kill us. And unless you kill us, we won't go away, cos you can't scare us anymore. All we need is patience. I just hope we have time.

Today [heavy on sarcastic parody]

There are a million blogs out there where people write about nothing, that is what the do what they wear. I'm gonna give it a go. Just for the hell of it. They do have thousands of readers, and I have like... four? Or something...

As always I am wearing black BDU pant's. They're very practical, and helped me transport my sick leave note from the doctor's office all the way home. These specific pants were bought at H&M's here in Oslo, and they are really comfortable. (For instance they come with button down fly, instead of a zipper.) My feet were of course enclosed in black vegan boots with steel toes, while making this journey. It aint shoes, if it can't crush a skull. That's what I always say. I got them from veganessentials.com. A very good website for people with a conscience.
I am also very pleased with the black hoodie I bought on e-bay the other day. It has a nice Laibach logo and everything. Goes well with my shaved head and face. The logo is printed on in some plastic material, in silver and white, and appears sturdy. The hoodie itself is very comfortable, and fits like a glove. (A roomy glove that is, it is XL). And it makes me look very manly, or so I hear.

My outfit is not only perfectly color coordinated, but a fashion statement that says something very real about the modern day urban anarchist. It's militant, it's warm and very comfy.

Did I mention I quit my job today?

So come on, lay me down with a million readers. Make me Perez Hilton!

I was right, and you were wrong.

I have been known to be critical of the decision to award Obama with the peace prize, but this is not about that. This is about all of the people that elected him, and the people all over the world who supported him, and how naive they were.

For a long time it has been known among my friends, that I prefer the republicans over the democrats any day. Just like I rooted for McCain (not Palin though) in this last election. People have a hard time understanding this given my political stance. I am hardly a republican, to say the least.

However, I don't trust the democrats, and I certainly don't see them as furthering my world. I don't see the real difference between the two parties in any other way than that I know where I have the republicans, and I know that people aren't fooled by them. People are certainly fooled by the democrats though.

Obama spent most of his campaign talking about change, and how he was gonna end the wars and shut down Guantanamo. And I said: "No he's not." I expected him to do just what all other democrats had done before him. Fight wars, take less international responsibility and increase military engagement abroad. And he did.

I may be a cynic, but I was correct.

Obama has not been able to shut down Guantanamo.
Obama has increased the number of troops engaged in combat to a level far above anything Bush ever did.
Obama has not set a date for withdrawal, or even clear goals for the war effort in Afghanistan and Iraq.
Obama has filled his cabinet with people from the Clinton administration, just like I said he would.
Obama has made no serious efforts at real diplomacy or consolidation. He has proven (with regards to Iran in particular) that diplomacy is synonymous with threats to americans. "You do as we want, or we punish you."

Like I said: I may be a cynic, but I was correct. And I want to state once and for all. You cannot trust democrats. Traditionally they have been more aggressive, less willing to take responsibility for their actions and just as arrogant as the republicans. Kennedy invaded Cuba, increased military presence in Vietnam, Clinton involved the US in more conflicts than one can count. Some of the more well known actions were: bombing Iraq every day for eight years, bombing Sudan, bombing Serbia and firing rockets into Afghanistan. (Much good that did.) The only president that has ever used nuclear weapons in a conflict was a democrat. The list goes on. And still people say that the democrats are so fantastic and humane. I don't get it.

I know, I am anarchist, and to many of you that means I should just shut up about this stuff. I will never be pleased with any president anyway. Granted, this is true. But I still predicted Obamas foreign policy better than any of you. You all believed him when he said he would shut down guantanamo or bring the troops home.

Well. He's sent more troops, and 2009 has seen more dead US troops than any year under Bush. As well as more drone attacks and further escalation of the conflict into pakistan.

I was right. You should admit it. And I get to say:

I TOLD YOU SO!

Coca Cola utilizing B-52's to distribute "wealth"?

Coca Cola has a new christmas commercial out. You know what they're like. Holidays are coming and smiling faces and lights and shit. And that terrible truck with all the bulbs. It uses more electricity than a medium sized african country, very american. Anyways. At the very end of the commercial, there's this plane flying over an unidentified part of the world, chucking packages out of the door. Down on the ground we see a pattern of lights form the words "IT'S X-MAS".

You can watch it for yourself.


Now, I can't be the only one who spots the irony of this. American people drop stuff from planes, and the ground lights up. That looks oddly familiar somehow...







I knew I had seen something like that before...